Why do I feel like I’m the only one trying in this relationship? I’m always writing cute messages on your wall and sending you sweet messages, I’m always doing cute stuff to let you know I’m thinking of you and that I love you. Why is it so hard for you to do the same for me? Sometimes I wonder if I’m trying to hard. I’m doing my best to keep you in my life and happy but you have to put in the effort too! I can’t carry around dead weight if it isn’t going to matter in the end. I’m so sick of trying to help you out and I’m so caring. When I need you the most you just rush off to bed like you don’t even care or like you don’t want to talk to me. For once I would like for you to treat me like I do you.
You know I’ve been thinking about Brandon & his Daughter all day today. It’s one thing to loose your daddy & grow up without him but I don’t know how the family will tell her how he was killed when she gets older. You have to be one sick cruel mother fucker to kill a man then burn him, his uncle, & his truck to the ground! It really breaks my heart to think about that baby, if I could’ve took the bullet I would have. We live in such a small town & murder isn’t a thing that we hear often. Everyone knows everyone & everyone is like family. Everyone please keep his family in your prayers. Rest Easy Cowboy! 💔
Joseph died on the 14th, I just saw Brandon last night at Joseph’s wake. Woke up this morning to find out I lost another friend. God is taking em way too young. My heart goes out to his family and my heart breaks for his Daughter. Rest Easy Cowboy 👼💔
So I haven’t been on here lately because I lost my very good friend Joseph Shane. It’s so hard dealing with the fact that he is gone and I’ll never get to talk to him again. I’ll hold our memories in my heart forever. Jordan (Joseph’s twin brother) died when we was in 8th grade. I know he is in a better place with his brother looking down on us.
Fuck yes 💕